I can't continue.It's too hurtful.Everytime I read,I'm curious to read even more and everytime I read more,I feel so depressed.Why must everything be a lie?Why must I always end up getting my heart fixed and torn apart time and again.At least let me have a breather so that I can continue to live on.The last time we said we meet again,we ended with a smile.Now,I'm waiting just to realise in the end that you're never coming back.I just wish to hear you saying to me that,"I'm here,I will be here just like how close frens should be,be strong and study hard."Please tell me that before I leave.Please.

I wish upon a star that it will happen.

Study hard my friends,don't give up wherever you are now.I'll be supporting you though you may not see me,I'll still be there.