Only the strong survive.


I was praying just now and after praying suddenly I felt lonely.I sat there wondering who my real friends were,how's life gonna be next and what the future has in store for me.Being alone is a thing that I hate and I realise now that it is a terrible thing.I've been feeling alone all this while and yet all I can do is just pretend its nothing.Omg.Love makes me feel like I'm a fish struggling for freshwater.Sometimes it does feel like a kick in the balls but at times love makes me feel so confident and strong.Even the person I love seem to be happy now with someone she's in love with.Love,I feel that it's better I don't talk or think about you anymore cause everytime you say things about your love,I get jealous and it hurts.

Starting was hard enough already and ending it is even tougher.Letting go is sometimes the only option.When everything is already fine,it takes one thing to crumble down everything.I feel very down and suckish.

I wanna sit at the beach and stargaze,sadly,I can't go alone cause I hate going alone and more sadly is that no one wants to go.

"I wanna die on the highest height.Its the end."