Translyvania..

There are things that I'm not happy with in life.Or even you.One thing I'm not happy about is that,I don't know when will this miserable path end.I wanna wake up one day,not worrying about my family,my friends,love or even myself.Must I always pretend that I'm happy?Yes,I can be patient but everyone has their limits to being patient.Patience is a virtue but its too demanding.I realise that I'm becoming a more angry person and everytime I pray,I feel so guilty over my attitude and reaction toward others.I feel like confining myself in my room and never going out to see the world,just like HE said.Even staying at home is a problem to HIM now.What the fuck does he want?HE is already a big problem in my life,and HE's making a fuss out of every single small things HE's not happy about.Family is the last thing I can turn to now cause this problems are never going to end till HE realises or get away from us!I get emotional everytime when people talk about family and how great their dad are.Even when I want to turn to someone,no one's here.Even you're not here.

At times like this,I wish I had a bestfriend or a girlfriend.Even the one I love now doesn't seem to care about what I'm feeling or what I wanna say.

It's Heartbreaking.

God,help me please.Ease these burdens and problems that are pulling me down,down and down now.I'm losing my faith,hope and patience.When I look at myself,I feel like there's no point living anymore.