Touch & Go

I've avoided myself from the outside world for 3 consecutive days.Planning for S.N.O camp isn't even done yet.There's a lot to do and yet I can't manage.I guess I have been thinking too much without taking action.God really made me feel helpless.It felt as if I was going to die.Luckily,I survived.Thank You.Alhamdullilah.

The only thing I should concentrate on now is to make sure my health gets better.I didn't know it could get this worse.Having to sweat and shiver for 3 consecutive days and still counting.Having to endure the pain,the bodyache and the temperature of my body which has been unconstant.My mom sent me to the hospital just now because of this fever that has been making me feel so sick and useless for 3 days.Now all I need is rest,rest and plenty of water.At times when it reaches 40 deg,I really feel like giving up and just lie there and rather not take my medicine but I know,I still have a future and dreams that I msut achieve.I can't possibly give up.Never.I must pull myself together.

I wish I can make it go away.It hurts.