Suddenly at 20:57 pm,Ms Fong texted me saying that this,

Ms Fong:Both your paper 1 & 2 are evidence that you didn't study.I don't wish to say anymore.

I bet she's disappointed as much as I am in myself.I realise that I've been slacking a lot.What's with all this last minute studying and revising?Shouldn't I be more on task and revising and making sure my path to success is secured and safe?Why can't I take action and prepare for the big day?Shouldn't I be worried like the others rather than be so confident about it?

Oh God,you've given me everything to help me in academics and I'm very thankful with what you gave but why am I so lazy?Why is it so hard for me to overcome this?What will happen then after I participate in the competition?

I must take action!

I've been slacking and also have missed a lot of my prayers.What a bad human I am.I'm going to put in more effort and make sure I'll do well for my prelims and secure my O's.I must do it!C'mon aizad,its your final chance!