If tomorrow never comes

At last its the weekends!I've been like waiting for it the whole week!time passes by so smoothly and I just realise that its gonna be February!HellooO world!

My days are getting tougher to handle.man,i hate it when problems keep occuring one after another.People say that the heart knows the best decision if you believe in yourself but now,even I don't believe in what my heart says.I'm just scared that things will go wrong again.

What do I do?Ignore and just lead life as per usual or carry on and give it a try again?I don't even know if I should cause I'm just scared that you would give me the same treatment like the others did.I'm a human too okay and I love and hurt like others do.you are so hard to decode.I just want a normal and happy life.I want to give it a try but what if you're not willing?

tell me something...